Since you... I’ve had three failed relationships, and haven’t a clue
What to do with myself, I just keep battling through
Till I hook up with someone else, I know it’s sad but it’s true
But the truth is, nobody holds a candle to you
I wish if just for one day, that you could stand in my shoes
I think it’s safe to say, you’d feel the same way had it been you
I isolate myself, with a pen and pad in my room
Alienate myself, till I feel like a man on the moon
Sometimes I hate myself for having such a bad attitude
I try and write a catchy song, but end up rapping the blues
Writers block strikes, when I’m in this bad of a mood
But my music’s the only way that I can channel it through
I gotta hand it to you
No one’s ever made me feel like such a panicky fool
Questioned my sanity through
All this calamity, so many times, I had to reboot
Just hope you’re still around,
Now that I’ve had a chance to regroup
Cause…..

I’m looking at the picture on my dresser drawer
I miss you, but I can’t be with you no more
We had it all, I never felt this way before
But all I got are memories
My world came apart every time you walked out that door
You had me picking pieces of my heart up off of the floor
I never cared so much about somebody before
But all I got are memories of you….

It’s been a while since I thought about us
Tell you truth, I haven’t thought a lot about much
Aside from music these days, and I’ve been caught up at Plush
Working 15 hour split shifts and it honestly sucks
Cause every time a thought surfaces, I bottle it up
And when I get the urge to call you, I swallow my tongue
I go through stages when I wish I’d never fallen in love
And carry on like nothing’s wrong, knowing you calling my bluff
Don’t even have the balls to get rid of all of the stuff
That I kept from when we were dating, stalling because
I miss everything about us, and all that it was
But I hate having it here, because all that it does
Is remind me of you, and I’m appalled and I’m crushed
At the way that things turned out between us
I wish we could get it back, to the way that it was
The only woman I trust, the only woman I love
But all I got are these pictures….